It's been almost two weeks since I returned home in the blink of an eye. Fortunately, the sun hasn't set yet, but it feels like it will sooner or later.
After I left, the dormitory floors were closed off. My roommates and friends in the same group all tested positive, and then the senior brother in the lab told me that everyone had tested positive. Up until now, I have been receiving news that students and friends from other places have also tested positive.
Sigh, I hope everyone can protect themselves first, but it's difficult at this stage. If you test positive, rest well and relax.
First Love
Before returning home, I received a recommendation from my friend San San. After coming back, my emotions were not very stable, so I watched this drama. This week, I listened to "Eight Minutes" and also talked about this drama. Dao Chang said it's really cheesy, but it's also really good.
The camera shots are really beautiful, and I like that warm color tone.
There are many contrasts in this drama, the youth group, the adult group, Bingmu and Hengmei, Bingmu's sister's marriage, Yanoguchi's amnesia marriage, their parents' marriages, Yanoguchi's son and Komori Shi... There are too many comparisons in the drama, many of which are familiar to us, but they still manage to touch us when we actually watch them.
The main characters go from love at first sight to experiencing amnesia and other events, and they can still be together, which makes me sigh at the beauty of love and also think about various aspects of reality. Reality is also beautiful, but it's not all...
I feel more sorry for Bingmu's fiancée. You might say that they had a good and complete experience for a while, and they "calmly" broke up in the end, which is good, yes, that's right...
It seems like after watching this drama, I feel a mix of bitterness and joy.
Maybe it's related to the experiences during this period of time, which makes me think a lot. I'm still actively digesting my emotions, and a month has already passed when I glance at the time in the lower right corner.
Graduate Entrance Exam
Today is Christmas Eve, and it's time for the graduate entrance exam again. Fragmented memories from last year come to mind, memorizing Xiaosi, unable to solve math proof questions, social science reading questions...
I remember that on this day last year, I took a classmate's car in the morning and arrived at Yangzhou University early to queue up to enter the school, and then queued up to enter the exam room. During the English exam, I dozed off halfway because it was too warm, but fortunately, I felt good after the exam. The next day, I was completely confused during the math exam, but I persevered and finished the afternoon professional course. I had already started thinking about the second battle.
After a year has passed, there are still many regrets for not doing things well, and I haven't reconciled with myself until now. I can't say that I regret it.
Maybe it's because I still have friends, and the younger students I know are taking the graduate entrance exam, so I'm also nervous on this day. Or maybe it's because I have regrets and I'm afraid of making choices again...
The college entrance exam has been five years ago, and it has become more distant. I don't have such deep feelings about it anymore. It has only been a year since the graduate entrance exam, and it has determined the next three years of my life, or even longer, so I pay special attention to its significance.
I still need to do more, maintain a mindset of exploring the unknown, and savor the meaning later. I hope the same for all of you.
Labeling Myself
I copied it from Tata, and I just directly brought it in, fortunately it worked!
When I saw that Tata open-sourced their blog theme, I really wanted to use that theme when I first encountered blog themes in June. It's a simple and beautiful Hugo theme. When I saw it was open-sourced, I also wanted to switch back, but I decided to hold back for now.
This week, when I was writing notes, I envied the document search function on Stellar. I tried it and it's very accurate. Compared to Docsify, it can't search accurately, and the thought of switching back flashed through my mind, but I suppressed it.
Please see About.
🎄Merry Christmas
Although it's not our own holiday, people still need some days and moments to celebrate, be grateful for the past, and have hope for the future.
I plan to write my own 2022 next week...
